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Front Row... by KatMPhotography Front Row... by KatMPhotography
do you go to the dungeon to find out how to make peace with your days in the dungeon
writing a letter to you didn't make me feel any more peaceful then how I felt when we weren't speaking because I didn't cop to what I did.
I can't love you because we're supposed to have professional boundaries.
i'd like you to be schooled and in awe as though you were kissed by god full on the lips .
i'm in the front row, the front row with popcorn.
I get to see you, see you close up
i'm too tired to recount the unpleasantries one by one one minute I want to banish you the next I want to be on
a deserted island with you along with my three favorite cd's ambivalent yet in your bed we've yet to acknowledge what really happened.
slid into the ditch I have this overwhelming loss of ambition we said let's name thirty good reasons why
we shouldn't be together I started by saying things like "you smoke" "you live in New Jersey (too far)"
you started saying things like "you belong to the world" all of which could have been easily refuted
but the conversation was hypothetical I am totally short of breath for you why can't you shut your stuff off.....
i'm in the front row, the front row with popcorn I get to see you see you close up
and I laughed until my lungs hurt I love how you bust my chops you don't always feel seen sometimes you feel erasable unfortunately I cannot reciprocate in my
current state I think we should be careful of how much time we spend together
........for a while i'm speaking you know how much you hate to be interrupted maybe spend some time alone
to fill up your proverbial cup so that it doesn't always have to be about you i've been wanting your undivided attention I like the fact that you're nothing like me
are you not burdened by the lack of perspective people have of your charmed life
i'm in the front row, the front row with popcorn
I get to see you, see you close up
you never meant to be ungrateful nor held up to
be whipped or wept for certainly not analysed prodded at more ways than one
apparently you've been misrepresented dealing with the concept of arrows being slung towards your outrageous fortune
hey i'm not mad at you guardian i'm mad at myself for spending so much time with you and your
Jekyll and hydeness
i'm glad i figuratively slapped you on the wrist you laughed a wicked laugh and said "come here let me clip your wings!"
(i know he's blood but you can still turn him away you
don't owe him anything) "raise the roof" he yelled "yeah raise the roof!" I yelled back.
(unfortunately you needed a health scare to reprioritize.) no thanks to the soap box. having me rile against them
won't make an ounce of difference......
i'm in the front row, the front row with popcorn.
I get to see you, see you close up
oh the things i've done for you many a sitch a friend a man's been left for you, oh the books i've read for you, the tongues i've bitten for you, many a new city for you, many a risk taken for you
(not a single regret)

Words borrowed from Alanis - 'Front Row' - Just cos sometimes when you kiss me, it feels like I've been kissed by God - full on the lips! And I am left feeling confused - like her words... rambling, puzzled, warm, confused, in awe, overwhelmed... just like a bombardment of feeling - like her bombardment of words... But not a single regret! I do feel like I have a front row seat to your subconscious... Drawn into you. Not a single regret... I swear....!

(If curious as to how this ramble of words sounds, go check it out on iTunes)
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femaleartlover Mar 21, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
Wow Kat..the image..the words..WOW... I LOVE this one !!!
Joy :blowkiss:
KatMPhotography Mar 21, 2009  Professional Photographer
The words are not mine... LOL

They belong to the brilliantly talented Alanis Morrisette. Great song!

femaleartlover Mar 21, 2009  Hobbyist Writer
yes honey...I know...but your lovely face, and the words brought it sll together for me...and it made me go... WOW..!!!
Joy :kiss:
KatMPhotography Mar 24, 2009  Professional Photographer

Thanks x
If I cover one eye will the stage stop spinning?

Great shot of you! Green eyes and red lips are always an excellent contrast. :w00t:

KatMPhotography Feb 9, 2009  Professional Photographer
I know - my eyes are actually dark blue - but sometimes in a certain light, they take on a forest green colour!
How about Yellow light!

blue + yellow = green ?????

two things: eyes and lips
KatMPhotography Feb 8, 2009  Professional Photographer
lol... :rose:
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