... when I was happy.
There was a time when I didn't know you.
But now that I have known you. I know.
I know thus:
- I cannot be with you
- I cannot have you
But when I try to 'unknow' you - I fall apart.
I am lost.
In you. In me. In us.
Is there us? Was there ever us?
I know that there can't EVER not be an us.
Because I am part of that. As are you.
Without that we are nothing. We cease to exist as we are both halves of US.
Without US there's just you, and me.
Without you. There's just me. A me that can't be happy without you... or us.
I can pretend.
I can try and go back to that time when...
Because there was a time....
Inspiration: I can still smell you on my bathroom towels... where you dried your hands... your face....