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There Was A Time... by KatMPhotography There Was A Time... by KatMPhotography
... when I was happy.
There was a time when I didn't know you.

But now that I have known you. I know.
I know thus:

- I cannot be with you
- I cannot have you

But when I try to 'unknow' you - I fall apart.

I am lost.
In you. In me. In us.

Is there us? Was there ever us?

I know that there can't EVER not be an us.

Because I am part of that. As are you.
Without that we are nothing. We cease to exist as we are both halves of US.

Without US there's just you, and me.

Without you. There's just me. A me that can't be happy without you... or us.

I can pretend.

I can try and go back to that time when...

Because there was a time....



Inspiration: I can still smell you on my bathroom towels... where you dried your hands... your face....
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:iconspaniard12:
spaniard12 Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2012
Beatiful portrait :)
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Feb 29, 2012  Professional Photographer
gracias! x
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KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 28, 2011  Professional Photographer
thank you x self-portrait
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:iconromulion:
Romulion Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2011
Very pretty face. And with those stunning eyes, killer :)
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:iconmartigo:
martigo Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2008
pretty
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:iconladypiedi:
Ladypiedi Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2008
Hi! u have been feautured in news [link]
hope u like it :frail:
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Oct 4, 2008  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the feature! THat's cool! xx
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:iconladypiedi:
Ladypiedi Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2008
anytime, u deserved :giggle:
seriously...:worship:
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:iconjeram999:
Jeram999 Featured By Owner Sep 24, 2008
very beautiful :-)
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:iconartist6:
artist6 Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2008
this soft lips and awesome eyes...:faint:... kat , you'r beautiful!!
it's a nice comment?? :rofl:
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KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2008  Professional Photographer
:cuddle:

Thanksx
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:iconartist6:
artist6 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2008
:hug: welcome:-)
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:iconazraeldarkangel540:
AzraelDarkAngel540 Featured By Owner Sep 17, 2008
powerful photo, really beautiful :-)
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:icontomkilbane:
TomKilbane Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2008  Professional Traditional Artist
my god woman...your beautiful.
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2008  Professional Photographer
Thank you xx
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:icontomkilbane:
TomKilbane Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2008  Professional Traditional Artist
thanks for sharing you and your feelings
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:iconladypiedi:
Ladypiedi Featured By Owner Aug 31, 2008
i love ur expressions, but this is, dunno, different... intense in a different way... sad, could be? or melancholic :frail:
:clap:
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Corpse-Warrior Featured By Owner Aug 30, 2008   Writer
This is painful to look at. Astounding piece.
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LITTLESHAVER Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
There was a time when I cried so much they had to photoshop in a face.

I think my deepest closest to my heart wish was and still is, "Please, God, let her, whom I love, love me as much. No more, no less. And please let me get past the joy of having her and the fear of losing her fade away so I can really enjoy being with her. Is that so impossible, God? Is it? Oh... It is... Okay, I'll just do the best I can. Thanks anyway..."
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KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008  Professional Photographer
Photoshop in the face...?
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:iconlittleshaver:
LITTLESHAVER Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008
Oh, okay, it was the TEARS...
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008  Professional Photographer
Yeah - and they're real tears - not photoshopped!

Do you know how sore it is to poke yourself in the yaks to make them water for a photo and then having to do it again coz first time around you missed the timer!

:lol:
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:iconlittleshaver:
LITTLESHAVER Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008
Sounds like just another Sob Story... I'd settle for a good spanking...
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:iconlittleshaver:
LITTLESHAVER Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2008
I think... I think I was trying to suggest that there were so many tears that a face was not discernible.. I think... It's possible I gave the wrong response to the wrong photo, or I am such a fwiggin genius, I need to be interpreted by my disciples.
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Strandjunge Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
WOW - very beautiful - in combination with the words it makes a little sorrowful (are teardrops there in your eyes?)

- fabulous
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Professional Photographer
Yes. Teardrops - real not photoshopped....!
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slinkslink Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
you do look sad as hell though...
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slinkslink Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
honey...you cannot change what has already happened...and you must realize...it may be hard to see right now...but it really is all good...as they say...thats just the law...there is no getting around it...it just sucks to be experiencing it when it seems to be "not" all good...hard to be in the gutter as it were and wonder what if thats it then?..
but god...then to realize that that had to happen in order for you to be where you are right now?..
man...what a lesson...in one form or another...

sorry kat...been drinking some...may be a bit off my rocker...though it seems to make sense...
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KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Professional Photographer
It's okay... I ditched my rocker for a fucked parachute years ago!! Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't!

:lol:
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flashphil Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
:faint: [...and the rest is silence.]
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Professional Photographer
:heart: Thanx!
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:iconsteiner62:
Steiner62 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
Hypnotic. Beautiful sensual narcotic.
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Professional Photographer
Narcotic... I like that!

That's a cool reference - thank you xxx
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:iconsteiner62:
Steiner62 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
Keep right on feeding my addiction please.

:)
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CallMeMatthew Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
You're so glamorous.
Thanks for the update =)
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goorooj Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
wow.
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008  Professional Photographer
:blush:
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kennyg57 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
very real and expressive kat..
are those real tears or CS3:(
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008  Professional Photographer
Real.

I don't know enough about CS3 to do that kind of clever arty farty things! LOL
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kennyg57 Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008
i can tell they are real..
it was just a stab at artists who depend
too much on post processing..
almost like plastic surgery a la photoshop
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:iconkatmphotography:
KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008  Professional Photographer
It's one thing cloning out the odd spot but some take it way too far... Hell, I don't always have make up on in some of my self-portraits. It's about capturing emotion for me - it may not always be the best image but there has to be something in the 'essence' of the moment of capture....

Know what I mean?
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kennyg57 Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2008
absolutely !!!
its all about the capture of emotion..
to me its really a form of self expression.
i think some people are born with it..
and you just develop and express it in differert ways
throughtout your life.
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TRE2Photo-n-Design Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008  Student Photographer
Wow. Lovely photo and text. Unfortunately, I can too readily relate to that. Mine left me last year, September.... and it still hurts.
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KatMPhotography Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008  Professional Photographer
:cuddle:
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TRE2Photo-n-Design Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2008  Student Photographer
:iconbackhug:
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